Mindset advice

[Abom]

I've recently discovered that I am unable to do a lot of things (including creating) without a clear goal or reason in mind. Has anyone else had an issue similar to this? If so, how did you tackle it?

[pinkmoth]

is it really such an obstacle to just set yourself some clear goals ?

[Abom]

The problem is I rely on goals too much. I can't do something sporadically or unplanned because I freeze up or freak out.